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Mina Del Rio
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Twice and twice shall he be marked,
twice to live, and twice to die.
Once the heron, to set his path.
Twice the heron, to name him true.
Once the Dragon, for remembrance lost.
Twice the Dragon, for the price he must pay.

-Karaethon Cycle, 'The prophecies of the Dragon'

Do I need some love? Or do I have too much of it? Or just, what to do...Dunno, really...

My father went through a surgery earler today because he had a really severe peritonitis, his freaking appendix bursted about TWO WEEKS AGO, and he never really told me how much it hurted. I tried to convince him of going to that doctor sooner, but he kept saying that as soon as he got this month's income he would go, and since I didn't really know how bad it was, I did not insist enough...

I'm trying to be reasonable with myself, because there was really no way for me to know, and despite the awful infection he developed, he came well out of the surgery, and he's in one of the best hospitals in town, and his doctor seems to be really good, but... I just feel bad I didn't pay him more attention, I feel that somehow I'm responsible for his current state--- I mean, he's awake and well, he's even looking good and healthy, and that just shows how really strong he is, but... I'm just afraid... I've been controlling myself the whole day so that I don't burst out crying, enven when I know he's alright... maybe because I know there could be rather awful complications... and it's all worse when I'm close to him.

I really don't want him to see me crying, but I would just like to be there all day, I just came home because my aunt, a retired nurse, is there with him and someone needed to look after her son... but I am just here... sitting... not knowing what to do... I am sort of sleepy, but I think I won't be able to sleep properly tonight... I feel so silly, because I mean... I believe, I know he will be okay with all the stuff they did for him, and the medicins they are giving him, plus there are LOTS of doctors and nurses to look after him but I just can't... I'm just trying to keep this freaking panic attack at bay... I'm bad, really really bad... I just hope I don't end up with a true panic attack, because really, my hands are starting to feel numb... u___u

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Zanobi313 Featured By Owner Jun 25, 2014  New member Hobbyist Digital Artist
Awesome arts and very nice art style ....dear.....Pinkie Chibi Pie Dancing 
LimstellaLebrun Featured By Owner Jun 25, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
thank you :iconkirbyishappyplz:
Zanobi313 Featured By Owner Jun 27, 2014  New member Hobbyist Digital Artist
You're welcome dear...
Inspirational-Gemini Featured By Owner Jun 7, 2014  Hobbyist

LimstellaLebrun Featured By Owner Jun 7, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Yes, I did see it a couple nights ago XD  when it had just come out. Oh gods, I can't--- wait that much XD for KH3, I mean lol I'll have a seizure before the release date ever comes X'DDD damn-

I actually put that picture in the background (with lightened lines) as my new timeline header in facebook (and KH-X's station of awakening as my avatar, but that part is mostly irrelevant XD)--- It's just amazing *____*
Inspirational-Gemini Featured By Owner May 24, 2014  Hobbyist
Have you ever noticed that all the main/playable/good characters have blue eyes, and all the Xehanorts Vessels/forms have amber/yellow eyes? .3.
It makes me wonder if eyecolor has something to do with everyone's fate/ the amount of darkness in their hearts.
LimstellaLebrun Featured By Owner May 24, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
yeah, I noticed... but does that mean Marluxia and Zexion WERE good? I mean... Marluxia? X'D

Eh... doesn't Riku have green eyes? lol I don't know, I don't really like him, so... uwu;

I just think they thought brown eyes were boring X'D and so, they made them with colored eyes. I'd lie if I said I hadn't thought before that having blue eyes meant being good in KH, but then... well, aside of the Organization there are still colored eyes in the villains :P

(gods, yes XD I'm sleepy, sorry.)
Inspirational-Gemini Featured By Owner May 24, 2014  Hobbyist
I would also like to point out that although Sora is considered a 'good' guy, he has killed several people, and had enough darkness in his heart to become a heartless. He even is able to go into 'anti-sora' mode, which is nothing BUT his darkness.

And I don't consider Axel to be good at all. He a serial killer, and just plain selfish. He abandons so many people and betrays them. Saix, Marluxia's crew, the basement trio. And then he gets upset when Roxas and Xion leave him. He's a bit of a hypocrit really.
And I can't STAND how so many people think his murdering of Vexen and Zexion (specifically) is 'cool' or 'badass'. There is nothing 'cool' about killing a helpless and weakened person.
He really saved Sora so he could see Roxas. And, even if he truly intended to kill himself JUST to save Sora, that doesn't not condemn all of his past actions.And I hope he's not forgiven that easily.
I know for a fact Marluxia and Larxene are gonna KILLLL that dude. XD And when Marluxia finds out Axel can control the Keyblade? Not a good day for Marluxia.
Inspirational-Gemini Featured By Owner May 24, 2014  Hobbyist
Light doesn't mean you're angelic.
Just like possessing darkness doesn't make you evil.
Lexaeus had blue eyes too. As did Luxord.
We have no idea what Marluxia's intentions actually were. WHY was he rebelling against the Organization? Power is too easy. I think he KNEW what Xemnas was planning to do to them. I think becoming leader was just an extra gift that he had no problem accepting. I think he convinced Larxene he did it SOLELY for power so that she would join him.And blackmailed her if she tried to get out of it.
But, no, having light doesn't not make you a saint.
He did bad things.But he didn't have a heart either.
And to me he seems like the type who believes in the greater good. And is not afraid to do 'BAD' things to complete his goals.

Riku has, like, ice-blue eyes. XD

But notice no one else other than Xehanort has amber eyes.
No one but his vessels and forms.

LimstellaLebrun Featured By Owner May 24, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist

*wipes her face clean* well, based on that status of events... I think of the people in KH... Xehanort isn't even averagely bad XD

Yeah, I know, he's been manipulating stuff from the shadows for more than a decade now, but how many has he really killed? And of the dead, how many did he intend to kill? <.< Eraqus... and... Eraqus.... probs. And... yeah, I do believe he isn't really all that bad... I have the feeling he's only possessing bodies to HAVE 13 darknesses present, but that he intends to retrieve all the pieces of his heart once he has fulfilled his goal--- dunno, it's a crazy theory, I know... but it could happen... Also, I hope Axel gets an eternity in Cocytus <.<
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